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Wikileaks Confirms- Israel Did 9-11

December 12, 2019


WikiLeaks document details Mossad orchestration of 9/11 including a flight from NY to Israel on 9/11 after all flights had been grounded. Israel is the enemy of the US. Any politician that is talking about Saudi Arabia and 9/11 is promoting a limited hangout meant to divert attention from Israel. By banning criticism of Israel, Donald Trump is officially complicit in the 9-11 murder of more than 3000 Americans.

Trump Signs Exec Order Banning Criticism of Israel  (Good luck with that Donald)

German Intelligence Warned Bush of Mossad 9-11 Plot 

From Reddit Conspiracy

Read the whole file here.

British intelligence reported in February 2002 that the Israeli Mossad ran the Arab hijacker cells that were later blamed by the U.S. government's 9/11 Commission for carrying out the aerial attacks on the World Trade Center and Pentagon. 

WMR has received details of the British intelligence report which was suppressed by the government of then-Prime Minister Tony Blair. A Mossad unit consisting of six Egyptian- and Yemeni-born Jews infiltrated "Al Qaeda" cells in Hamburg (the Atta-Mamoun Darkanzali cell), south Florida, and Sharjah in the United Arab Emirates in the months before 9/11. 

The Mossad not only infiltrated cells but began to run them and give them specific orders that would eventually culminate in their being on board four regularly-scheduled flights originating in Boston, Washington Dulles, and Newark, New Jersey on 9/11.

The Mossad infiltration team comprised six Israelis, comprising two cells of three agents, who all received special training at a Mossad base in the Negev Desert in their future control and handling of the "Al Qaeda" cells. 

One Mossad cell traveled to Amsterdam where they submitted to the operational control of the Mossad's Europe Station, which operates from the El Al complex at Schiphol International Airport. The three-man Mossad unit then traveled to Hamburg where it made contact with Mohammed Atta, who believed they were sent by Osama Bin Laden. In fact, they were sent by Ephraim Halevy, the chief of Mossad.

The second three-man Mossad team flew to New York and then to southern Florida where they began to direct the "Al Qaeda" cells operating from Hollywood, Miami, Vero Beach, Delray Beach, and West Palm Beach. 

Israeli "art students," already under investigation by the Drug Enforcement Administration for casing the offices and homes of federal law enforcement officers, had been living among and conducting surveillance of the activities, including flight school training, of the future Arab "hijacker" cells, particularly in Hollywood and Vero Beach.

In August 2001, the first Mossad team flew with Atta and other Hamburg "Al Qaeda" members to Boston. Logan International Airport's security was contracted to Huntleigh USA, a firm owned by an Israeli airport security firm closely connected to Mossad " International Consultants on Targeted Security " ICTS. ICTS's owners were politically connected to the Likud Party, particularly the Netanyahu faction and then-Jerusalem mayor and future Prime Minister Ehud Olmert.

 It was Olmert who personally interceded with New York Mayor Rudolph Giuliani to have released from prison five Urban Moving Systems employees, identified by the CIA and FBI agents as Mossad agents. The Israelis were the only suspects arrested anywhere in the United States on 9/11 who were thought to have been involved in the 9/11 attacks.

The two Mossad teams sent regular coded reports on the progress of the 9/11 operation to Tel Aviv via the Israeli embassy in Washington, DC. WMR has learned from a Pentagon source that leading Americans tied to the media effort to pin 9/11 on Arab hijackers, Osama Bin Laden, and the Taliban were present in the Israeli embassy on September 10, 2001, to coordinate their media blitz for the subsequent days and weeks following the attacks. 

It is more than likely that FBI counter-intelligence agents who conduct surveillance of the Israeli embassy have proof on the presence of the Americans present at the embassy on September 10. Some of the Americans are well-known to U.S. cable news television audiences.

 In mid-August, the Mossad team running the Hamburg cell in Boston reported to Tel Aviv that the final plans for 9/11 were set. The Florida-based Mossad cell reported that the documented "presence" of the Arab cell members at Florida flight schools had been established.

The two Mossad "Al Qaeda" infiltration and control teams had also helped set up safe houses for the quick exfiltration of Mossad agents from the United States. 

Last March, WMR reported: "WMR has learned from two El Al sources who worked for the Israeli airline at New York's John F. Kennedy airport that on 9/11, hours after the Federal Aviation Administration (FAA) grounded all civilian domestic and international incoming and outgoing flights to and from the United States, a full El Al Boeing 747 took off from JFK bound for Tel Aviv's Ben Gurion International Airport. The two El Al employee sources are not Israeli nationals but legal immigrants from Ecuador who were working in the United States for the airline. 

The flight departed JFK at 4:11 pm and its departure was, according to the El Al sources, authorized by the direct intervention of the U.S. Department of Defense. U.S. military officials were on the scene at JFK and were personally involved with the airport and air traffic control authorities to clear the flight for take-off. According to the 9/11 Commission report,

 Transportation Secretary Norman Mineta ordered all civilian flights to be grounded at 9:45 am on September 11." WMR has learned from British intelligence sources that the six-man Mossad team was listed on the El Al flight manifest as El Al employees.

For Mossad, the successful 9/11 terrorist "false flag" operation was a success beyond expectations. The Bush administration, backed by the Blair government, attacked and occupied Iraq, deposing Saddam Hussein, and turned up pressure on Israel's other adversaries, including Iran, Syria, Pakistan, Hamas, and Lebanese Hezbollah. 

The Israelis also saw the U.S., Britain, and the UN begin to crack down on the Lebanese Shi'a diamond business in Democratic Republic of Congo and West Africa, and with it, the logistics support provided by Bout's aviation companies, which resulted in a free hand for Tel Aviv to move in on Lebanese diamond deals in central and west Africa.

Then-Israeli Finance Minister Binyamin Netanyahu commented on the 9/11 attacks on U.S. television shortly after they occurred. Netanyahu said: "It is very good!" It now appears that Netanyahu, in his zeal, blew Mossad's cover as the masterminds of 9/11.


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Comments for "Wikileaks Confirms- Israel Did 9-11"

CPURK said (December 13, 2019):

Everyone who was ever involved in that event is guilty. It makes no difference whether they were Israeli, American, or European. People can't pin the blame on one individual or group. Researchers have been doing that with the JFK murder. Listen to Judge Heywood describe the "principal of criminal law".

JG said (December 13, 2019):

Just try to imagine if 911 happened under Presidents Trump's watch and not George Bush Jr. I would definitely say that would qualify for an easy impeachment from both houses of Congress at the very least.

There are so many unanswered questions concerning 911 that still haven't been answered and maybe never will in the near future because the narrative is controlled.

911 was a hate crime against the three thousand victims who were in the World Trade Center that day. These people were used as guinea pigs for a bigger hate crime against a nation who was not responsible for 911.

Also, not to mention the countless American soldiers who died and returned home with catastrophic combat injuries.

Someone once said that wars are started by lies and I don't think 911 was an exception to that rule.
Where are all the movies on 911? You'd think Hollywood would want to make some money of this tragedy and reinforce the authorized narrative. Why no movies on 911?

The people in Washington know exactly who is responsible but the courage crisis that exists there won't allow them to touch it.

Below- The US Gifted China to the USSR (scroll down)

Predictive Programming --- US Civil War?

December 11, 2019


"Let's remember that Civil Wars (like Revolutions) ARE NEVER SPONTANEOUS. The quiet elite plan them years ahead."

Do you think the US is headed for a civil war?

by Andrew 

There are too many articles predicting America is in for another Civil War Since the beginning of 2019, there's a new one every week. 

I've come to see these stories as PREDICTIVE PROGRAMMING which is psychological conditioning provided by the media to acquaint the public with planned societal changes. 

When these changes are put through, the public is already be familiar with them and will accept them as natural progressions, thus lessening public resistance and commotion. For example, March 2, 2019, The Washington Post:

"At a moment when the country has never seemed angrier, two political commentators from opposite sides of the divide concurred recently on one point that was once nearly unthinkable: The country is on the verge of "civil war." 

First came former U.S. attorney Joseph diGenova, a Fox News regular and ally of President Trump's. "We are in a civil war," he said. "The suggestion that there's ever going to be civil discourse in this country for the foreseeable future is over. . . . It's going to be total war."

The next day, Nicolle Wallace, a former Republican operative turned MSNBC commentator and Trump critic, played a clip of di­Genova's commentary on her show and agreed with him -- although she placed the blame squarely on the president. Trump, she said, "green-lit a war in this country around race. And if you think about the most dangerous thing he's done, that might be it."

Another is Andrew Miillers How Close Is the U.S. to Civil War? says "The push to remove the president is ripping the nation apart."Mr. Miiller sees the impeachment proceedings as the trigger:

"Former Vice President Joe Biden is a top Democratic candidate for president. While Biden was in office, his son was hired as a board member at a Ukrainian gas company. After President Trump took office, he asked the president of Ukraine to look into the matter for possible corruption. A Central Intelligence Agency whistle-blower, revealed to be Eric Ciaramella, accused President Trump of threatening to withhold aide to Ukraine to damage the Bidens and increase his own chances for reelection.

This set-off the impeachment clash. Democratic Speaker of the House Nancy Pelosi announced the impeachment inquiry by saying President Trump had violated the Constitution, betrayed his oath of office, and endangered national security by enlisting a foreign power to tarnish the reputation of a rival.

But Democrats are clearly motivated by other factors. After all, they raised no concern when, in 2018, Biden openly bragged that when he was vice president he threatened to withhold $1 billion in U.S. loans from Ukraine if the Ukrainian government did not fire a prosecutor who was investigating his son's dealings with the energy company.

To clear his name, President Trump released the transcript of his July 25 phone call with the Ukrainian president, which showed that the whistle-blower's accusations were false: The president had not threatened the Ukrainian president."


In this context, it is well to remember that Civil Wars (like Revolutions) ARE NEVER SPONTANEOUS. The quiet elite plan them years ahead. 

Let's review the real reasons for (1) The French Revolution, (2) The American Civil War and (3) The Bolshevik Revolution.

(1) Contrary to popular belief and mainstream history, the French Revolution beginning with the storming of the Bastille were not the spontaneous actions of the French downtrodden masses. According to Nesta Webster's The French Revolution, A Study in Democracy. "The brigands from the South were deliberately enticed to Paris in 1789, employed and paid by the revolutionary leaders, is a fact confirmed by authorities too numerous to quote at length... In other words, the importation of the contingent of hired brigands conclusively refutes the theory that the Revolution was an irrepressible rising of the people."

(2) Another false historical belief is that Abraham Lincoln fought the American Civil War to free the slaves. That wasn't the purpose of the war. Anton Chaitkin in Treason In America - From Aaron Burr To Averill Harriman devotes Chapter 12, entitled How The Eastern Establishment Ran Souther Secession to explain how the Civil War was engineered by The Eastern Establishment to take control of America economically. The Civil War was actually Britain's recolonization of America. The Eastern Establishment was their proxy.

(3) Our last example of a revolution taught as a spontaneous uprising was the 1917 Bolshevik Revolution in Russia; however, in 1974, Antony Sutton published Wall Street and the Bolshevik Revolution: The Remarkable True Story of the American Capitalists Who Financed the Russian Communists. Sutton documents how London and Wall Street bankers planned and financed non-Russian mercenaries to stage a secret war of plunder and economic colonization. While mainstream historians call it the Bolshevik or Russian Revolution; in reality, it was NOT a popular or Russian at all. It was a foreign backed and financed irregular military coup.  

I doubt that there ever was such a thing as a spontaneous civil war or revolution. There are currently uprising and civil chaos from France, Lebanon to Bolivia, Chile, Hong Kong, etc. None of the is accidental. No one can say when and if this chaos will come to America, but everything is ready.

Related - Brother Nathaniel - A Recipe for a Civil War
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First Comment from Linde -
I completely agree with Andrew. The Eurocide predictive programming and social engineering is all part of a spectrum of hybrid warfare that leads up to full blown civil strife. Google is programming the sheeple to fall in behind the Judas Goats and move through the chutes and onto the ramps. The Corporate Kryptonians are selling us the Eurocide product in everything we buy.
As Yuri Bezmenov stated categorically to Canada and the US: "Never let the Big Schmucks bring the nation to crisis." But clearly they are working assiduously through their Freemasonic Agentur. Big Tech and the Tax Exempt Foundations know exactly where their social engineering is taking us.
Hit the keyboard for a Google search. Type in: 'couple with children' by ethne. Suggested searches: 'English couple with children'. 'Nigerian couple with children'. 'Turkish couple with children'. 'German couple with children'. 'Zambian couple with children'. 'Polish couple with children'. What pops? OMG!!!??? X WTF???!!! Could Not Make this Stuff UP!

The top Nigerian search shows ethnically appropriate Nigerians with WHITE babies. The Polish couples are all gay and many have African babies. The Germans are White rapists who are trafficking their children. German man and German woman with German children is very bad, Goyim. Very bad. 

The German non-rapists and non-traffickers are of course of mixed race. But the Eye of Sauron is upon them - those German African babies only get a pass for now. First sign of sieg heil - it will be a gender transition programme for the males. The females will find themselves victims of the Diversity and their sexual emergencies. Muslim couples are all ethnically appropriate, of course . 

The message here White Folks is that Sharia Law makes all the difference. The absence of normal, capable, heterosexual English, German, Polish - in a word European - men with their families is the sociological abyss awaiting the entire society when the cameras roll for this appalling movie.
Ken Adachi writes-

This is an important story to set to print and I'm glad to see it so well explained here. 'Predictive programming' is a good way to describe this "set-up" phenomena.  which is also used by Zio Media to set up the public for the NEXT round of their never-ending pre-planned sabotage/crisis operations . The  3/11;2011 attack on Japan, for example, was created by a massive nuclear undersea detonation which was responsible for the so-called "earthquake" with its resultant SEA SURGE which was falsely described by Zio Media as a 'tsunami'. The explosion at the Daichi Nuclear Power Station in Fukushima prefecture was ALSO a result of sabotage by a pre-planted mini nuke, and not due to the sea surge flooding. So like clockwork, especially here in California, there ensues in the months and early years following 3/11, a steady stream of "earthquake preparedness" news items, public service announcements for emergency 'readiness', increased building earthquake standards....yada, yada, yada. They've tapered down considerably since maybe 2015, but you can see where they're going with the media buildup. And as Andrew correctly noted,  that when their pre-planned sabotage event does go off, the media mouth pieces will echo as with one voice: "Well, we've been expecting it for some time."

However, to get something as dramatic and life changing as a Civil War going in the USA< you have to have at least two very large groups who harbor a deep animosity towards each other - and that simply does not exist. Yes, they're TRYING to create tension and animosity towards Muslims, blacks, 'white nationalists', 'rednecks,' anti-vaxxers, white people, etc, etc, but it's so transparent and feeble that no one is really buying it. We can all see that they're Soros-funded agitators who are being paid to act up for the cameras.

While Andrew does helpfully and cogently explain that JWO sponsored 'revolutions' are ALL set-up operations, the comment from "JG" best summarizes what we are experiencing today in America: The ONLY war going on is the Deep State v. Trump

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Comments for "Predictive Programming --- US Civil War?"

John Michael Perseo said (December 12, 2019):

As an addendum to Andrew's article on civil war, please note for your readers my presentation from 2018 entitled, "Rising Above the Manufactured Civil War in America", which can be viewed here:

JG said (December 12, 2019):

The only Civil War going on in America is in Washington and it's the Deep State vs Donald Trump.

The NWO Democrats want to tear down the borders, trash the constitution, and make America a 3rd world multicultural republic once and for all.
This present impeachment trial will tell if their coup is either a success or failure.

Many of the demonstrations of social unrest are engineered by George Soros and his paid NGO agitators and do not reflect the will of the American people.

The NWO has succeeded very well by turning the European Nations upside down. I talked to a man who returned from England recently and he said it was terrible. He didn't recommend taking a vacation there either. He also said that if you want to enjoy England go and get yourself an old travel video.

Pedro said (December 11, 2019):

The original and the best American Revolution is not included? It had the same ideological parent as the French Revolution, which Benjamin
Franklin was heavily, and masonicly involved with.

And your President is, after all, Jewish (and not telling us the truth about it, just like Hitler).

All they have to do to incite a rebellion, or rather chaos, is to stop putting fluoride in the drinking water. And some blackouts to wake
people up from their electronic dreamworld.

In any case it was all over for America as a country purportedly free from the bankster Scrooges (Dicken's A Christmas Carol) when they got
the Fed in, twas the night before Christmas, just like this Trump impeachment.

Tony B said (December 11, 2019):

Why does this guy tiptoe around the U.S. civil war? The Rothschild in charge of the Bank of England at the time publicly stated that HE was going to separate the U.S. into two parts and give one half to each of his sons. What's the mystery?

Below - Brendon O'Connell - China is Model for Rothschild NWO (scroll down)

The US Gifted China to the USSR

December 10, 2019

The Pro-Western and Christian China of the Chiang Kai Shek nationalist government was defeated by a Crypto Communist Western ZOG which cut off their supplies while the Soviet poured arms and ammunition to their Communist guerrilla army in China and creature Mao Ze Dong (the greatest genocider of all time).

The goal of Freemasonry is the triumph of Communism. Controlled by Freemasons, the US has been Communist for some time. 

by Linde

Thank you for posting Brendon's essay, China is Rothschild Model for NWO. 

In putting together the world hegemon, China and the establishment of Communist China by US ZOG under Soviet control should never be lost sight of. The Judaic Supremacy, of course, owns all the ZOGs East and West through its Global Banking Cartel. 

(The goal of Freemasonry is the establishment of Communism worldwide - i.e. the NWO) 

But the Communist takeover of China is especially instructive because of the starring role given to President Harry S. Truman a 33rd Degree Mason and his brother Masons and Bonesmen in the high-ranking military and Dept. of State.

Nationalist China under the Chiang government was an ally of the United States in World War II. 

Potentially, China would have been a great ally for the free world in the post war, if America and its government could have been won back from the US ZOG. 

Even though it could not, the American people were, however, informed about the shift in the US China policy and this was quite probably the driving force into the Congressional Committees of the 1950s - the McCarthy Hearings and the Reece Committee on the Tax Exempt Foundations.

The betrayal of nationalist China is discussed in detail in Col. John Owen Beaty's "The Iron Curtain Over America" (1954: C. Wilkinson Publishing Co. 1717 Wood St., Dallas TX) . This is a classic work of European and American history and US military intelligence, the author having served in US Military Intel 1941-1945. 

"The Iron Curtain Over America" was a New York Times bestseller and went through twelve printings. People knew about this. And in the Home and Parish school communities where I teach, this text is required reading for high school students. These are 'must knows' for the exams on the Communist Revolution of the 20th and 21st centuries.

Beaty covers the NBC national broadcast of the change in US China policy p. 115-116 with a full transcript of Congressman Joseph Martin (R-Mass.) statement to the House April 13, 1951:

 "President Truman, on the advice of Dean Acheson, announced to the world, Dec 15 1945 that unless the Communists in China were admitted to the established government of China, aid from America would no longer be functioning. At the same time, Mr. Truman dispatched General Marshall to China with orders to stop the mopping up of Communist forces [Mao Ze Dong] which was being carried to a successful conclusion by the established government of China. Our new ambassador to China, General of the Army, George C. Marshall, confirmed under White House directive to the dicta of the State Department's Communist inclined camarilla and made further efforts to force Chiang (General Chiang Kai Shek) to admit Communists to his government in the effective numbers , no doubt which Truman demanded in his statement of December 15, 1945." [ Note to the 21st century reader - the Mainstream mediawhorejobs and FAKENN had completely censored Communist atrocities and terrorism by the forces of Mao Ze Dong. The Chinese Communists were represented to the goy plantations of the West as 'agrarian democrats' ]

Beaty continues " When it came to his Chinese people and their nation, the great Chiang Kai Shek left, proved incorruptible. He would not be bribed by promised 'loans' and thus avoided the trap with which the US State Dept. ensnared Central Europe for Communism. He was accordingly paid off by the mishandling of supplies already en route, so that guns and ammunition did not make the connection - as well as by the complete withdrawal of American support threatened by President Truman.

"Thus, President Truman, Ambassador Marshall and the US State Dept. organized the fall of nationalist China to Soviet control. "

Like the Rhodesians, the army of General Chiang was mopping up Communist guerrilla forces supplied, trained and directed by the Soviet Union , forces that were committing atrocities on the Chinese population. 

They were mopping up and their army could not be defeated in the field. The Pro-Western and Christian China of the Chiang Kai Shek nationalist government was defeated by a Crypto Communist Western ZOG which cut off their supplies while the Soviet continued to pour arms and ammunition to their Communist guerrilla army in China and creature Mao Ze Dong (probably the greatest genocider of all time).

 The US ZOG threw our faithful ally of WWII under that bus citing ye olde 'corruption' schmo-screen in the nationalist Chinese government. The Shanghai Conspiracy by Major General Charles A. Willoughby, preface by General Douglas MacArthur (1955: Dutton) published the entire bag of worms for the information of the American public.


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Stephane Blet - The Persecution of a Masonic Defector

December 2, 2019

Stephane Blet - The Persecution of a Masonic Defector

Above is a 9 minutes video supporting the Yellow Vests by Stephane Blet (born 1969), which has been translated into English. He is a concert pianist and composer. He was also a long time member of the Freemasons, who play a leading political role in France. As he gradually realized what Freemasonry really is and that it does great damage to his country, Stephane Blet left Freemasonry and denounced its actions in public, as far as it had no legal consequences for him. He also wrote a little book about Freemasonry. Stephane Blet has also unmasked Freemasonry in a series of videos.

His life became unbearable the moment he publicly announced that he is a friend and political companion of Alain Soral, a well-known critic of the French political establishment and the Zionist hyperclass. He could not give any more concerts and was tracked. Since he has always had an affection for Turkey and speaks Turkish, he emigrated with his family to Turkey, where he also gives concerts as a pianist, while in France they try to put pressure on the publishers of his CDs and publications. From Turkey, he participates in the tireless street fight of the Yellow Vest movement in France, which despite its many transformations and infiltrations by left-wing hooligans and agents still exists, while the police strikes more and more brutally.

A short accompanying text for the Tweets by @HenryMakow could be:

"While the Zionist mafia in Israel is gradually exterminating the Palestinians in their own country, the Zionist mafia in France is reducing the French to Palestinians in their own homeland. Stephane Blet, a well-known French supporter of the Yellow West movement in a 9-minute video translated into English. As a former Freemason, he denounces in his videos and in his book the ideology of the Freemasons who destroy his country from within and the Zionist hyperclass that stands above Freemasonry".


Jordan Peterson disappoints a reader by pandering to Milo Yiannopoulos

December 1, 2019

Jordan Peterson disappoints a reader by pandering to Milo Yiannopoulos 

Peterson and Milo, both sicko gate-keepers, if you ask me, G writes. 

Milo's grown more obnoxious; Jordan wimpier.  That they could spend considerable minutes addressing the plight of dethronement and not highlight how casually Milo's spoke of pedophilia is beyond disgusting, not to mention insulting, to those of us who remember. Regardless of how Milo tries to spin it so he can come out smelling like a rose, those with common sense saw what he was advancing.  That Jordan did not lay into him on this is another indicator of one YouTube star covering for another.

And Milo has lost his physical beauty, as well.  He used to be near-perfect.  Now, his face is betrayed by his soul and its arrogant attitude.  His grab to get back on top is pathetic, mostly because he does not yet understand that he will NEVER climb those heights again.  Too many of us are on watch.  After a few attempts to somehow become retroactively relevant, a pretty face will have to find a day-job, one where I'm sure, he won't have to get his hands dirty or break a fingernail.  As for Jordan...  Well...  Who can forget when he ducked the JQ?

A reader urges me to discover Catholicism

November 15, 2019


A reader urges me to discover Catholicism 

From Anne

Some time ago I linked to your website "Save the Males." As an old woman now, having been born in the suburban paradise of Southern California in the 1950s, I can say that while growing up in those times took a terrible toll on my psyche, I never became a feminist. 

The offspring of a mixed marriage (irreligious father, nominally Catholic mother) I did not grow up in a Christian home but was exposed to all the intrusive, mind-deforming influences of which you are extremely knowledgeable. While I was frightfully harmed by all the noxious influences, nonetheless, I escaped destruction by the skin of my teeth. How and why? The mercy of God, yes, and also the gift of faith. "Our just man lives by faith." I converted at age 24.

Oh, Henry, how I wish I could make you understand that the teaching of the Catholic Church about God and man is true. Some years back George Gilder wrote a book entitled "Sexual Suicide," and after reviewing the question of the sexes anthropologically, he concluded that indeed the Catholic Church was right in its teaching about these things. 

The Church itself has been attacked by all the forces of hell. They have infiltrated the Church by set purpose.  The plan of the freemasons was set forth by the Alta Vendita, an Italian secret society, in the 1830s. A letter of one of their leaders was recovered by the Italian police and published. In it, the leader expressed their long-term strategy. Their failure to defeat the Church doctrinally was acknowledged; therefore, they would resort to corruption, and in particular the corruption of women as well as youth. For if there are no women pure and undefiled in their inmost hearts, there will be no Catholics.

Moreover, the Communist party actively recruited the Church's enemies to enter the seminaries in the 1920s & 1930s. Bella Dodd was one of their recruiters who did this, having personally recruited 1100 men for the purposes of subversion. An acquaintance of mine was told by the gentleman who chauffered her on her lecture circuit after her conversion and return to the faith that they deliberately recruited homosexuals. 

The modernists were already inside the Church by the end of the 19th century. Cardinal Rampolla, a freemason, was almost elected pope instead of Pope Pius X, a true saint. With the Second Vatican Council, the modernists took possession of the Church. There has not been a true pope on the See of Peter since 1958. Francis I, like his predecessors from John XXIII on, is no pope. (For precise information, I recommend to you,, and for more about the state of the Church, and what to for the sake of a blessed eternity.)

Even more fundamentally, the weakness in the heart of mankind you so keenly perceive is the result of original sin: man's soul was wounded and the wounds of original sin are transmitted from generation to generation. The wounds are four, corresponding to the four spiritual aspects of man's soul: the intellect by ignorance, the will by malice, the irascible appetite by weakness, and the concupiscible appetite by an inordinate desire for unreasonable pleasure. 

The result of man's disobedience against the Creator was disorder in his own soul and rebellion of his lower passions against reason. To attain moral rectitude calls for serious spiritual combat against the three enemies of man's soul: the devil, the world, and the flesh. As the holy man Job said, "The life of man on earth is warfare."

The Catholic Church was founded by God; more specifically, by the Word Incarnate, Jesus Christ. There is no other name given to men whereby we must be saved. Jesus Christ is at the center of history. We are living in the period of the culmination of the war between Christ and Satan, between the City of God and the City of man. No one is unscathed, no one can fail to choose which side he will be on.

I can only recommend that you pray in good earnest to Almighty God. I've known several young men who were sincerely seeking truth and prayed sincerely to God to know the truth, and He did not fail to answer their prayers. The love of truth above everything and the willingness to adhere to it once it is known is the only way out of the modern wasteland. As the Psalm says: Wisdom stands in the crossroads, calling out to sinners in the way.

Early every morning at the prayer of Matins, the clergy recite Psalm 94, which includes the exhortation, "Today if ye shall hear his voice, harden not your hearts." Everyone on earth is a poor sinner, everyone daily must strive not to harden his heart, to give up, to yield to despair and sin. Not stoicism, but faith is needed, for God would indeed have us to be His very own children by grace in this life and glory in the next. "Even if your mother shall forget you, I will not forget you," said the Lord in the Old Testament. And in our time, He has spoken to us by His own Son, and down the centuries through the Church which he founded.

I shall pray for you.