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The Struggle to Be Human: Evelyn's Witness

September 23, 2018

Evelyn, a 74-year old woman who lives alone on a farm with 6 dogs, 6 horses, and a miniature mule, feels God's presence constantly. She writes:

"I try to have a kind word to everyone whom I meet, accompanied by a smile.  
There are so many lonely folks out there who have no one to tell their problems or joys.  
Now, when I go to town I have so many hugs that I get a week's worth in one day! "

by Evelyn

Oh my goodness!  I am going to have to stop reading your website because I cannot subdue the urge to respond again.  Concerning MA's response to The Struggle to Stay Human, I counted his using the first person singular pronoun at least 35 times.  It sounds as though all of his efforts were for his own good. 

 A relationship with God Almighty/Jesus Christ...if it is the real thing...should NEVER be about what you can get out of it!  I am 74-years-old as of last week.  Jesus came into my heart at the age of nine.  I am so sorry to admit that my life was not always a saintly one.  I had the audacity to rebel against Him in my young adult life, because I hated the circumstances in which I found myself.  

If I had been God, I would have struck me down with a lightning bolt; but He patiently waited on me to pitch my temper tantrums and finally arrive at the very bottom of the pit.  And, like the prodigal son when he 'came to himself', my Heavenly Father lovingly lifted me out.  After much thought about the matter, I can honestly say that even if there is nothing after this life here on earth (which I do not believe), I would have rather lived it His way.
[If you get tired of reading this epistle, push the delete button; but God has laid you on my heart, and I feel so compelled to share Him with you.  You seem like a very honest, dear man who has given so much to others.] 
May I share with you, my witness?

After 23 years of marriage, my husband left me almost four years ago.  I live on a 26-acre farm with my six dogs, six remaining horses, and a miniature mule.  My daughter, son-in-law, and two grandsons live 15 miles away.  They come as much as they can to help.  I only go to the city once a week to do all of my errands. Sometimes, I go as many as six days with no human interaction except for a phone call here and there. 

 I must confess that I really miss hugs.  However,  I am NEVER alone.  I feel God's presence constantly.  My prayer list is fairly long, containing names of folks I heard about online or in the news, or have met in the stores.  My prayer life consists of talking to the Lord all day long just as if I could actually see Him.  I must wear out His ears!

On Fridays, prior to leaving home, I ask for Him to fill me up so much with Himself that He just explodes onto those with whom I encounter during the day.  I realize that to many I may be the only person who gives them a smile or a word of encouragement that day.  I try to have a kind word to everyone whom I meet, accompanied by a smile.  There are so many lonely folks out there who have no one to tell their problems or joys.  Now, when I go to town I have so many hugs that I get a week's worth in one day!  And the one thing I always tell each one of them is that I will be praying for them.  To my surprise, even non-Christians seem so appreciative to hear that.  And I go home that evening so comforted by others who have responded to me through His love touching them.
I am far from rich on worldly terms, but I can honestly say that each and every need is always met...sometimes in the form of a miracle....these are the most exciting.  Joshua told the children of Israel to make a stack of stones after they crossed Jordan River.  Whenever their kids asked them what the stones represented, the parents were to tell them of all that God had miraculously done.  My stack of stones must be higher than the Empire State Bldg., and each one is such a precious memory of a loving Heavenly Father. 
I just felt so sorry for whoever is M.A.  His last sentence just broke my heart. ["Ultimately, my struggle is that my spirit died and I have no ambition or ability to revive it and rise to a higher plane again."] But to you both, I want to say that God did not mean for your lives to be a struggle.  Jesus told us that He came for us to have life and to have it more abundantly.  On the other hand, He also said that life would not be a bowl of cherries.  We would have our share of struggles and trials, but He promised that He would never put on us more than we could bare.  I believe that last promise is possible because we are not to bare it in our own strength.  His strength and power can shine through our weaknesses. 
I will do my best to let this be my last email.  Wishing you and yours a wonderful weekend.

First Comment:

Scruples - the game of moral dillemas

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Henry Makow received his Ph.D. in English Literature from the University of Toronto in 1982. He welcomes your comments at

Comments for "The Struggle to Be Human: Evelyn's Witness"

Anonymous said (September 23, 2018):

Great article Henry!

Far more of us Christians need to spend much more time in the presence of God. A great little book along these lines of prayer and the cross is "Experiencing the Depths of Jesus Christ" by Jeanne Guyon. It has an excellent anointing on it which is very rare nowadays in this ungodly generation.

Mike Stone said (September 23, 2018):

Beautiful essay by Evelyn! It warmed my heart and changed my whole outlook for the day.

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The Struggle to Stay Human

September 22, 2018

(Society has been satanically possessed. Ugly and frightening is the new chic.)  

It's getting harder and harder to be human. 

by Henry Makow Ph.D.

The Illuminati controls and exploits its members by perverting and corrupting them.

We are under constant assault by occult forces that seek to induct us into their satanic cult at the lowest level. 
We've been inducted into a satanic secret society. This is kept secret from us.

When I watch TV or peruse the news, especially the Daily Mail, I find myself disliking people.  

The mass media seems dedicated to degrading us. Social media ensures that we hear about every complaint, altercation or foul deed, whether horrendous or trivial. It seems society has descended to a lower level.

We become what we worship (love.) 


or the devil (sex & money.) 

The people in charge have a clear preference for the latter.

It's becoming a crime to disagree with them. Or a mental disorder. 

Satanism is chic these days. But don't kid yourself, folks, the goal of Satanism is to destroy you. The purpose of Satanism is to destroy humanity. 

Ironically, Satan administers God's justice.  As we become more depraved, we are unworthy of life. A cleansing nuclear war is Divine justice.


Distraction is a form of satanic possession. We spend our time chasing the buck even though money is just a mental construct, an entry on the Rothschild ledger. 

(Peter Strzok. The Left is satanically possessed.) 

Do you think they can't find a pretext to erase the ledgers? To shut the banks? To erase our hard-won nest eggs? Money mutates and becomes whatever we want. But it is just a mental construct that everyone agrees on.

Another major distraction is sex and romance which are nothing like they tell us. They have become a surrogate religion. 

We are supposed to love God, perfection. This is our compass. 

We are starved for love, God's Love. God is the principle of our personal and social development. If only we knew how to feel it. God is Love. 


The purpose of life is to wake up. Selfishness is sleep. But I am becoming more selfish not less. 

 To do something for someone else, beyond this online mission, is not something I seek. To listen to a neighbor's retirement apprehensions. To inquire about an elderly friend's illness. To take an interest in anyone but myself.

I work at home. Most of my routine human interactions are clerks or cashiers. I rely on them for human contact. They're required to be friendly. 

You need to give love in order to get it. But I have enough so why should I?  I'm stingy. 

I don't get another dog because I'm lazy. I have done a cost-benefit analysis and dogs get the better of the deal. (Tariffs!) I don't want to stand around while my dog sniffs butt. I prefer to have a clean carpet. Am I bad?

"The human race is doomed," a friend said. "We like each other less and less." 

I can barely remember to water my houseplants.

Yet I once wrote, "We are rich in proportion to the things we love."  I believe our role is to channel God's love. 
But it's an effort and I am lazy. 

Are people loveable? Many are. 

My radar searches for signs of humanity in others but I am not a shining light in person.  To be human, I need more human interaction

This is my struggle to be human. What's yours?


First Comment from M.A.

Good article, my struggle is similar to yours - I am definitely becoming more selfish as I age and grow in experience. 

I despise humanity, I used to love people when I was younger, always looking at the best in others and giving others the benefit of the doubt when wrongdoing occurred... forgiving, forgetting, justifying. I was hopeful that in every man God dwelled and that everyone could be touched by Christ. Things would get better, the world would change, a new age would eventually come about.

I left on lonely pilgrimages, prayed constantly, dedicated my life to God and suffered everything that goes along with imitating Christ. 

Unfortunately, now I feel as if I was naïve. 

After years and years of Christian living in obscurity and darkness, doing what was right and pleasing to God, loving my neighbor, fighting the good fight.. what have I received for it all? Nothing. It was all in vain. God leaves his servants to languish in obscurity. I go to Church and people don't even look at me, the priests think I am a great sinner and sigh at me or laugh if I go to confession. Its a real kick the teeth, but I don't have any ego left so its no big deal.

The only consolation is that I experienced things others will never experience because of my own initiative to love God. I feel like I went the whole way and touched the divine and felt His love totally. But that was a long time ago. 

Now I am left bitter, full of indignation, no hope, a dislike of God and so-called humanity and the funny part is I never yielded an inch to the world or was totally overcome by it. But now that my spirituality is dead, the world tempts me, I constantly think about money and women, everything in this system promotes this thinking and I am a slave to it.

Even spending a moment to contemplate this makes me angry, as I think, "What a useless waste - Man up, get to work, stop complaining, make money, go to school, fight harder, never mind God He won't help you, He's a waste of time anyways, if anyone gets in your way crush them, go-go-go."

Ultimately, my struggle is that my spirit died and I have no ambition or ability to revive it and rise to a higher plane again. 

That's my sharing.

Scruples - the game of moral dillemas

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Comments for "The Struggle to Stay Human "

JP said (September 23, 2018):

I am a 67 y.o. American male and wanted to take this opportunity to contact you and let you know just how important you and your work are to me personally. Even though you seem to criticize yourself to some degree in your latest essay, you are on the front lines of this ongoing spiritual battle and are doing God's work by pursuing truth and calling out evil.

I have been seeking the truth ever since I took to intensive research online 13 years ago after being diagnosed with stage IV lymphoma and early signs of liver failure. I obviously survived but it has been a long tumble down a seemingly endless rabbit hole of mind-blowing discoveries and I can say that of all the truthseekers that I follow, YOU are at the very top of my list. I check your website and Twitter feed several times per day to stay up on current happenings with the Makow perspective.

Your latest article is another in which you share your heart and your own personal experiences, struggles, and observations as you have done in many others and I feel like I know you on some level. For example, I can so relate to your description of the way in which the zeitgeist of the 60's à la Hugh Hefner-ism became the paradigm of so many college age males, myself included.

So please don't be hard on yourself because there might be a shortage of direct face-to-face human interaction in your world. There are many people out there whom you will never meet in person but yet whom you have positively affected on a personal and profound level, myself included. I believe that there is no higher calling than an objective pursuit of the truth (and God by extension) and making the effort to enlighten others. You have a gift that is evident in your investigative journalism and your ability to express your thoughts through written words and I admire you greatly. Thank you for all that you do.

Thanks John,

All the encouragement I need is that people like you get what I do.


Wade said (September 22, 2018):

I read your article and the first comment.

I am 74 years old...I was a pastor for The Assemblies of God at the age of 33. I am no longer active in the ministry. I do lead someone to the Lord on occasion and perform baptisms and officiate at funerals. I now attend an Independent Baptist Church. We have only a piano and use only the King James Bible.

I relate and sympathize with the content of the article and with the first comment. I get the impression that the author of the first comment was involved with a Roman Catholic Church. If this is true the author might want to consider that the Church he was involved in could be a major part of his problem.

We can never lose our perspective and our discernment of good and evil. We can never become frustrated and worn out in doing what is right and loving good and innocent people just because evil abounds more and more, and steadily becomes more and pervasive and more and more evil.

If we do that...then Satan wins. I am not a pacifist...I am a Nam vet, a gun owner, and perfectly willing to defend my family with deadly force.

We can not allow the prince and the power of this age and this world of depravity we live in to wear us down to the point where Satan has made our very lives insignificant.

Take heart and know that The Lord Jesus Christ, Our Heavenly Father, and The Holy Spirit...Along with the Holy Angels and all the Saints of God will definitely prevail in the end. As we wait for that day when God will set all things right and just, we must ask for faith from Jesus who is our great high priest and the author and finisher of our faith. We have been translated out of the kingdom of the darkness of this age and this world we live in, and into the Kingdom of God's dear son. If we will call upon these truths, we can find a place of peace and balance for our souls.

Here is the call for the patience of the Saints.

G said (September 22, 2018):

Hi Henry. I just read your confession and the challenges it carries. You are not alone in currently experiencing life this way. We have been done to in so many ways. What I primarily blame is the destruction of the family unit, with a loving mom and dad at the top working together to make life not only workable but beautiful, safe, and interesting.

But more than that, it's the extended family that is getting more and more disjointed, even invisible. Aunts, uncles, cousins, second cousins, etc., they used to add to our fortification of feeling solidly connected and of being loved. It was almost like we had an inner knowing that if anything happened to dad and mom we'd have grandma and grandpa or this aunt and that uncle. There was back-up beyond back-up and we were to some extent, and at least concerning physical well-being, secure.

Then it all hit: porn and all its attending pervasions. War and hatred. Poison in our food and all around us. A leadership not only toxic but evil, and a horrible and invasive police state. So finding ones self-bereft of loving and of being loved is what we ended up with.

I have found that it's all up to me, the love-generating I mean. I have to make it happen, have to find ways to uphold traditions that brought us together and made us human. Have to keep reaching out. I will do this 'till I drop because I won't let the bastards win, those who want to take everything from us.

And so Henry, though I never met you, and only going on the years I've read you, I can honestly say I love you. I love you as my brother in the fight.

Dan Abshear said (September 22, 2018):

We need to acknowledge that we do in fact have a soul.

I've been beat up the past few years. But in that time I've always cared for others. Presently I keep an eye on Emerson, my 63 year old black friend who is a meth addict. I try and encourage him to eat and sleep, and I try and make sure he is safe. Quite a few more came before Emerson entered my life. I've wrote about a few of them.

Being human is expressing love to others I feel.

Sydney said (September 22, 2018):

just wanted to leave you some kind of encouragement.
I understand your struggle completely, as its one in the same with mine, but as Christians, we must fight the good fight, just as Paul and the other believers did. (The Lord understands our struggles, but that doesn't excuse us from pursuing peace and holiness).
The end is almost here.

1 Timothy 6:12
Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses.

2 Timothy 2:3

Amos 5:14

Seek good, not evil,
that you may live.
Then the Lord God Almighty will be with you,
just as you say he is.

Marcos said (September 22, 2018):

Commenter M. A. misses the point on what Christianity is. Its beauty is that it is realistic.

Instead of denying life in some gnostic way, calling the world an illusion or rejecting human feelings as "oppression", it embraces love in this world and postpones total transcendence to the afterlife.

Now it is time to learn, to recognize evil, to do good to your neighbor. Get your hands dirty now, be tested, improve yourself. In heaven, you won't have these opportunities.

Yes, the world is cruel and hard, but the presence of sin perfectly explains why it has fallen. And if you get discouraged, just remember that God in Jesus went thru exactly all the temptations and hardships you are facing.

Don't expect some sort of false ethereal bliss, cheap emotional thrills. Be courageous and do what is true and right. Suffering will soon end.

Peter S said (September 22, 2018):

Hi Henry, I'm sad to hear the story of your dehumanization.
I see 98% beautiful people all around. Yes the world is in a monstrous grip, but that leads with me to compassion. Our reality is a giant theater show anyway, so I suggest you choose to 'live it' and enjoy it.

Below- Bella Dodd - How Communists Subverted the Catholic Church (scroll down)

The Fraudulent Khazar Claim to Palestine

September 21, 2018


The Khazars bought the "Jewish" franchise in the 8th Century.
They needed to distinguish themselves from their neighbors who were
Christians and Muslims. As John Beaty shows in his book, Iron Curtain over America,
the NWO is very much a recrudescence of the old Khazar empire,
extended to the whole planet. The Bolshevik Revolution was revenge
for the destruction of the Khazar Empire in the 10th century by the Kievan Rus.
Even Israeli geneticists and historians say the Palestinians are
the true descendants of the Biblical Hebrews and Ashkenazi Jews are Khazars.

A 2012 genetic study published in the British journal Genome Biology and Evolution claims that European Jews (Ashkenazi) don't belong to the 12 (Semite) tribes of Israel. They're a mix of genetic ancestries, far more of which than previously thought to originate in tribes from the Caucasus - a region that sits between Eastern Europe and Asia Minor. Ashkenazi ancestry comes from Slav, Bulgar, Iranian and Turkic tribes which established the Khazar empire in that region - which at its peak stretched from Kiev in the West to the Aral Sea in the Southeast.

The study, titled 'The Missing Link of Jewish European Ancestry: Contrasting the Rhineland and the Khazarian Hypotheses', was conducted by Dr. Eran Elhaik, an Israeli-American geneticist at the Johns Hopkins School of Public Health in Baltimore, Maryland. Elhaik compared the genomes of 1,287 unrelated individuals who hail from eight Jewish and 74 non-Jewish populations.

Among the European Jews, Elhaik found ancestral signatures that pointed clearly to the Caucasus and also, but to a smaller degree, the Middle East, where the Israelite (Hebrew tribes) had originated. More than 90% of 12.7 million world Jewish population is Ashkenazi.


The so-called "Rhineland hypothesis" is based on Zionists' lie that Jews migrated to Europe when Arab Muslims captured the city of Jerusalem in 638 CE. This lie has been debunked by British academic, Dr. Karen Armstrong, former Catholic Nun, author, historian and a religious authority on Judeo-Christianity, in an article published by Time Magazine (April 16, 2001).

"When Caliph Umar, one of Muhammad's successors, conquered the Jerusalem of the Christian Byzantines in 638, he insisted that the three faiths of Abraham coexist. He refused to pray in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher when he was escorted around the city by the Greek Orthodox Patriarch. Had he done so, he explained, the Muslims would have wanted to build a mosque there to commemorate the first Islamic prayer in Jerusalem. The Jews found their new Muslim rulers far more congenial than the Byzantines. The Christians had never allowed the Jews to reside permanently in the city, whereas Umar invited 70 Jewish families back. 

The Byzantines had left the Jewish Temple in ruins and had even begun to use the Temple Mount as a garbage dump. Umar, according to a variety of accounts, was horrified to see this desecration. He helped clear it with his own hands, reconsecrated the platform and built a simple wooden mosque on the southern end, site of al-Aqsa Mosque today. Jerusalem's Dome of the Rock, built by Caliph Abd al-Malik in 691, was the first great building to be constructed in the Islamic world. It symbolizes the ascent that all Muslims must make to God, whose perfection and eternity are represented by the circle of the great golden dome. Other Islamic shrines on the Temple Mount, which Muslims call al-Haram al-Sharif, the Most Noble Sanctuary, were devoted to David, Solomon and Jesus," she wrote.

Furthermore, when Muslim-Arab army invaded Christian Spain in 711 CE, the local Jewish community which was treated as Serf (slaves), welcomed Muslims as their liberators. American journalist and author, Rose Wilder Lane wrote that within fifty years of Muslim rule, the Serf Jews became part of the middle and upper-class. Some of them even joined the royal court and commanders in army later.

"When Granda fell, the Saracen (Muslim) troops retreated to Africa, and on their heels came Isabella's and Ferdinand's troops, driving out hundreds of thousands of Jews. There would be no more religious freedom in Spain," wrote Lane. According to some Arab and European historians, between 3-5 million Muslims were slaughtered by the Crusaders within 1492-1550.

The conversion of Khazarian to Jewish religion began in the 8th century. It was lead by the empire's wealthy merchants. Some Jews from Mesopotamia and the dying Christian Byzantium empire also immigrated to Khazar empire.

"We conclude that the genome of European Jews is a tapestry of ancient populations including Judaised Khazars, Greco-Roman Jews, Mesopotamian Jews, and Judeans. Their population structure was formed in the Caucasus and the banks of the Volga, with roots stretching to Canaan and the banks of the Jordan," Elhaik claims.

Dr. Elhaik has also claimed that the Yiddish language had nothing to do with Jewish religion. He asserts Yiddish began as Slavic language which was classified as a dialect of high German later.

Related- Benjamin Freedman - The Truth about the Khazars

Scruples - the game of moral dillemas

You can find this article permanently at

Henry Makow received his Ph.D. in English Literature from the University of Toronto in 1982. He welcomes your comments at

Comments for "The Fraudulent Khazar Claim to Palestine "

James C said (September 21, 2018):

Given the absolutely incredible ongoing and comprehensive business and technological involvement of the Israelis with the Chinese, I wrote an article concerning the possible present-day identity of the Khazars. I found that according to several sources, the Khazars were a Turko-Mongolian people. It was more than a little interesting, therefore, that George M. Lamsa in his translation of the Peshitta, the authorized Bible of the Church of the East, translated the prophecy of Ezekiel 38:2 as "against China, and against the land of Mongolia." If the Israelis are indeed the Mongolian people of this prophecy, it fits perfectly with the present Sino-Israeli relationship.

Chad said (September 21, 2018):

Always take the opportunity to remind people that “Semites” are Arabs. It’s a racial term. Jew, along with Christian and Muslim (Buddhist and others) is a religious term. You can be any race on the planet and still be Jewish. Remove from Jews the (don’t pick on me) armor they’ve hijacked, in order to avoid criticism. While it can somewhat be argued, yes, a great many of them just may have a tinge of Semitic blood, that’s all it is.

Imagine running into a Caucasian in America who claims to have 1/32 or 1/64 Native American blood. That doesn’t make this person Native American. Sorry, pal! You just don’t have enough. Most people, at least in the West, who call themselves Jews, are highly dominant European, followed by other races. At any time, they can “convert” to any other religion. At which point, they stop being a Jew and start as something else.

Join in the effort to help “Jews” understand their moniker is nothing more than a religious terms.

Thank you, Henry, for the informative articles.

South Africa a Communist-Jewish Creation

August 25, 2018


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Sordid Stats on South African Legislators

August 14, 2018


Sordid Stats on South African Legislators

Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics: 

29 have been accused of spousal abuse 
7 have been arrested for fraud 
19 have been accused of writing bad cheques 
117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 
3 have done time for assault 
71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 
14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 
8 have been arrested for shoplifting 
21 are currently defendants in lawsuits 
84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year 

373 in total or approximately 70% 
Can you guess which organization this is? 

Give up yet? 

It's the 535 members of the SOUTH AFRICAN PARLIAMENT - 
(The same group of morons that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line!) 
You gotta pass this one on! Far and wide! 

This is where the hate is coming from

August 11, 2018